Carrium: 03-27-1996






236th Day of the 28thYear!

24thDay of The 8th month (Bul)


4th Day of the week, which is called Wednesday!


“Where Were You In 1996; And, Where Are You Now?”


It is written whereby the Lord Jesus said, “Therefore, every scribe, which is an ordained writer for the Lord, which is instructed unto the kingdom of heaven, is like unto a man that is an householder, which brings forth out of his treasure things new and old.” Amen!


Blessed and Holy are You, O Lord God Almighty! You are Merciful, O God! The time of all things are known by You; and, You cause us to do what needs to be done when that time has come. As You speak, I write! The Word by the Prophet Haggai said, “Is the seed yet in the barn? Yea, as yet the vine, and the fig tree, and the pomegranate, and the olive tree, have not brought forth: from this day will I bless you.” Amen!


Yes, the seed is yet in the barn! And then, the Lord said, “He that sows the good seed is the Son of man; the field is the world; the good seed are the children of the kingdom! But, the tares are the children of the wicked one; and, the enemy that sowed them is the devil! The harvest is the end of the world; and, the reapers are the Angels.” Everyone who is sowing good seed is called the “Son of man!” “Son of man” is a term that is used to describe all of those who are sent to sow the good seed! It is written in Psalm 80:17, saying, “Let Your Hand be upon the man of Your Right Hand, upon the son of man, whom You made strong for Yourself.” Jesus Christ is the Right Hand of God! As His Hand is upon the Lord; so, is the Lord’s Hand upon me! And, He has made me strong for Himself! The man of the Lord’s Hand is he whom He has chosen and sent! Amen!


Let all of my Strength, which You have ordained for me, come unto me, my Lord, I pray Thee! Amen!


Blessed are You, O Lord Michael, the Arch Angel of War, Whom the Lord has assigned to fight for us! Arise: and, fight! And, scatter our enemies, and all of those who rise up to disturb! Amen!


Blessed are You, O Lord Gabriel, the Messenger Angel, Whom the Lord sends unto His servants with the Reports! Give us the Reports! Give us skills; and, cause us to understand, as Authorized by our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ! Amen!


Blessed are You, O Lord God of our Peace! Cause us to be still; and, You be multiplied unto all! Amen!


On this day, 08-29-2007, the Lord had me to do a search through all of my document files to find all of the Reports, which were written in 1996, and compile all of them into one file. There were many writings: but, not all of the writings of those years, when I was given to use a word processor, were able to be retrieved from the floppy disks that they were stored on, because some of the disk became corrupted, and could not be transferred into my first computer, which I got in the 3rd month of 2000! I am instructed to bring forth those earlier Reports out of my treasure! Such as I have, give I unto you! Amen!


In the night, I saw by way of a dream I had inspired a whole congregation to start clapping their hands, and praising the Lord: but, when the preacher came in, he was not pleased with what had been going on! I was given power to move the whole congregation! The people were in agreement with what I told them to do: but, the preacher was not. They are no longer his flock; and, neither is he a part of that which is right! The people obeyed the voice of the Lord when they heard the Truth: but, the preacher was not of the Truth because he resented the fact that the people were doing what was right in the Sight of God. Amen!



Wednesday: The 4th Day of The Week!


There are many people who are searching for things about a person’s past, according to as it is written in Psalm 64, saying, “They search out iniquities; they accomplish a diligent search: both the inward thought, of everyone of them, and the heart, is deep!” That is a lot of effort and focus on looking into someone’s past! Where your heart is focused, there you are also, the Word has said. So, if your focus is in the past; the present is out of focus to you! You are “Rubber-Necking!” You are someone who is continuing on in his walk while looking backwards! While you are looking into the past, you cannot see what is in the present! And, what you see from the past, you will be caused to see it as if it is the same in the present. No man looks backwards after putting his hands to the plow, because he will not be able to walk in a straight line. Your paths are crooked due to all of this looking backwards! Is the person the same today as you found out about him of old, from some incident from his past? You would not know, because you cannot see what is around you at the present time. You are not seeing the actual person; but, you are looking at a vision of your own mind as being that person. Turn around; and, see what is around you at the present! Turn around; and, see what is coming at you! If you will wake up, you will not see any of those things with the person today that you are remembering from the past. Your mind is really messed up today, because you are looking for things about people from their past. If you don’t stop that looking backwards, you are going to walk right into the Sword of the Angel of the Lord! Looking backwards also means you are looking for some reason to justify yourself in hating someone. See how your focus is pointed towards hatred, rather than loving? And, neither will looking back into other people’s past allow you to see what is around you in the present. You will, and are stumbling over many things! So, keep your thoughts about the present, and watch for those traps that are set up for you! You have enough evil around you today to deal with! And, if there shall be any looking backwards; look back at your own past to remember what manner of person you were! Amen!


Let the Lord God be praised for giving us the understanding that we need to be able to survive in these days! By following the Lord, you will be guided past many dangers that are set up to slay you. Remember the Words of the Lord, which said, “The wicked is seeking to slay the Righteous every day!” Let that knowledge rule in you; and, do not walk like the wicked is on your side; or, that they are truly being friendly towards you! Vipers are given to charming before they bite with their deadly fangs! Now, shall the awareness, which is the watch that the Lord spoke about, come into play! Remember how the Lord said, “What I say unto you; I say unto all! Watch!” He also said, “Watch! And, pray that you do not enter into temptations!” Honor what He just told you to do, by saying, “Lord, I ask that You would cause me to watch; and, strengthen me so that I will not fall to any temptation!” Don’t read this as just reading this: but, read this with the awareness of being communicated to, and with the awareness of being informed by the Lord. This is His Watching for you so that you can be prepared in your watching for the evil coming your way. Let seriousness come into your mind; and, ask that the playing spirit be destroyed from you. Ask God to give you the ability to understand His Truth; and, to cause you to be turned from your iniquities! To be turned from iniquities means you are asking to be delivered from under the power of all evil! Don’t forget these things that you are being told; and, don’t be seen walking around unaware as those who have never heard about what to expect. You are the bigger fool if you get caught with something that you have been told about! Amen!


Your lack of knowledge and your unbelief is the power that the darkness uses against you. But, you are learning how to truly put on the whole Armor of God by these instructions! And, your need to see before you will believe, is another weapon that the darkness uses effectively against you. Consider your need to be built up in your faith, which comes by hearing! Seek that you might be strengthened in believing by hearing. And, ask God to cause you to know that you will never please Him, if you don’t have that faith that He speaks about! Ask Him to establish in you that desire to please Him in all things; and, that He would take away from you that desire to please yourself. But, your believing by hearing is what creates the faith for you; and, thereby developing your shield. Let your awareness always be with you so that you will not fall into the temptations that are set up by the wicked. Say unto God that you know you need awareness, because you have seen your unawareness! Ask Him that He would cause awareness to come upon you; and, that He would remove the influences of Death from off you! Amen!


The wicked spirits already know you have a desire to have friends, and that you hate being left out of groups! In you is that desire to be around those of your own kind, or to be among that which is popular! The purpose, of those who are given to darkness, has already been told to us by the Lord. But, the Lord will deliver you out of the traps, which the wicked have secretly set for you, if you will give respect to all that He is telling you! Amen!


“What Time Is This That We Are Living In?”


The 4th Seal of the Book of Revelation is upon us; and, we are constantly having to deal with the spirits of Death, and of Hell! Death is a very powerful, but subtle spirit; and, he is working on people without their awareness of his influence! And, during this time, the spirits of Death and Hell have the power to cause the death of one fourth of the world’s population, through various means, before this Seal has finished. These spirits can work directly against us; or, they will work against us through someone, or something else! In these days, you see a great fascination with video games with much violence in them; and, movies showing much violence. These are some of the ways that the appetite for violence is being stimulated in people. While their heads are not covered by the Lord, that leaves their minds open to the influences of Death, and of Hell! The hearts of the people are like a wealthy city, which has no defense system around it; the evil can come right on in. Amen!


Now, know the signs of Death and Hell upon people! Besides making people unaware of what is around them; Death will also cause the heart to become cold and insensitive towards the feelings of others, while Hell will cause rage to rise up in people. You have seen how people pick and tease others without regard for that person’s feelings. You have seen how those who are being teased have retaliated with great violent acts against those who do the teasing. This is how Death and Hell work together! Remember how it is spoken in Revelation 6:7-8, saying that Death was upon the horse; and, that Hell followed closely behind him. Death moved upon the hearts that were not covered by the Lord, and caused the people to become cold hearted, and insensitive about the feelings of others; and, Hell followed with the violent eruption coming from those who were being teased and picked on. People cried because of the violent killings that they saw happening as a result of this picking, teasing, and cold-heartedness: but, nobody considered the true reasons why this could take place, and they cast blame solely upon the one who committed the violence. Every action has a cause! What about the cause? And, none of these people, who were casting blame solely on the one who committed the violent act, ever considered that Hell has now gone to work on them, because of the fury that has risen up in them. None considered that Death is also working on them, because they are insensitive to what those other people who were killed, were doing to the one who became violent! Amen!


And, the Lord said that the darkness of these days will be working so smoothly, destroying people without them even being aware that they are being destroyed. None considered that they had been pulled into a trap that was set up by Death and Hell, because they were made only to look at the act that was committed, and not look for the reasons behind the act. They all got together to burn candles in memorial services for those who were killed, while their anger and bitterness shot out against the ones who did the killing. We know about provoking ways of people in these days, because the Lord told us that every foul, and every unclean spirit is loosed in these days. Hell is a spirit that causes a person to become provoked to wrath, while Death is the spirit that is initiating the provoking through someone. The thing that should have been condemned, should have been the senseless act of killing of the conscious, and the systematic destruction of the temperance and self-control of another by these insensitive people. Your unawareness and inconsideration of the feelings of others have caused a violent reaction against you. This constant bombardment of picking and teasing stripped the person of all ability to withhold from violence. But, most of the people want to cast the blame at the one who did the killing, while showing no merciful thoughts about why a person was moved to do such a thing. And, some people would want to kill the writer because he is speaking Truth; and, is not going along with what is the popular reaction among the people. The person was pushed and pushed: and, when this ability to contain himself was gone; Hell moved in with full power, and caused the person to move according to his will! This is the truth! You are not fighting against flesh and blood as the Lord told you: but, against evil spirits working through many people. People go to church: but, they don’t believe in evil spirits working upon people, even though that is what the Bible is talking about! Amen!


People are being controlled by spirits of darkness: but, spirits being the cause of these actions are not taught by the teaching systems in these days! People go to get counsel about their problems: but, the counselors don’t believe in spirits as being the cause of these problems; so, they never get to the root of the problem. Why? Because the counselors are also under the influence of these evil spirits. Will an evil spirit use a person to let someone know about them as being the cause of the problems? Hell no! People want to believe that spirits are not the influencing powers, which influences everything that is being thought, spoken, and done in this world! Evil spirits are using one person to push another person into doing things that will cause his death! Evil spirits are giving men knowledge about how to bring forth inventions, which will ultimately lead to the death of many people. Evil spirits are giving men knowledge of how to bring forth medicines with the pretense of being a cure for what ails man: but, the real reason behind this knowledge is to cause deaths. And, the Lord said, “Go up into Gilead, and take balm, O virgin, the daughter of Egypt: in vain shall you use many medicines, because you shall not be cured.” The virgin daughter of Egypt speaks about people who are given to darkness in these days, who are seeking healing, even healing medicines that are produced from that which God has created from the beginning. But, the Lord said because you are of the darkness, and you seek from the darkness; you are not going to be healed by that which you take from them. The Lord has denied healing to the darkness! Amen!


Think! Now, see the truth! And, know the truth! How many people do you see that are walking in the ways of the Lord consistently? Only if your walk is consistent in the Lord, will you be able to see those who are not walking consistently according to the doctrines of the Lord. If these people are not under the influence of Jesus Christ;then, they are under the power and influence of the spirits of darkness! But, people are not taking these evil spirits seriously. And, how can they? These spirits are the ones who are giving the people not to take them seriously! Amen!


“Don’t Be Pushed Into Anything!”


It is now time to take the Power to be able to resist the evil. Be aware of what is around you! Have you ever come up to a stop sign on a busy street, and felt the urge to try to get into the flow of traffic, or across the intersection, before the next car get to where you are? Or, maybe you pulled out into traffic without noticing another car coming your way. That unawareness was caused by Death being upon your mind to blind you to what was going on. I have heard people say, “I never saw that car!” It only takes a moment! You are being pushed into taking a gamble with your life! Because of the Mercy of God, more people are not killed that would have been killed, if it had not been for His Mercy! Many people are being pushed either by an evil spirit working directly against them, or by an evil spirit using someone else to try to push them into doing this! Did you look behind you, and see someone in a car behind you, when you were feeling this urge to take off in your car? Did you notice that nervousness in yourself! What did that person, who was sitting impatiently in the car behind you, say to you that you were not aware of? That which you are feeling is the impatience of the person in the car behind you; and, that person is sending a desire towards you to try to cause you to move. The spirit of desire is going out of that person’s mind towards you! It is an evil that is being communicated to you, coming forth out of that person’s mind! Now, your awareness has come; and, you must do what the Lord will tell you to do to gain the Power against such spirits. But, remember how the Lord spoke about being a rereward for you! Rereward means establishing a rear guard for you. But, you felt an urge to try to make it through that opening that you thought you saw. Remember how Death is ruling over the minds of many in these days! It is you that he is trying to kill! This is a silent dare that is coming at you, just like you hear the verbal dares that people often dare people with, saying, “I dare you to do that!” You heard no such sound in this instance: but, the spirit of darkness communicated it to you to try to get you to make a move that you should not make. And, when you stepped on the gas to try to beat the oncoming vehicle, your vehicle hesitated slightly. You had an accident, because you responded to what someone else wanted! Who pushed you out into the oncoming traffic? What caused you to make a move that you should not have made? It is always that sense of nervousness, and a feeling of being rushed, that you have to take notice of that will be the indication of someone trying to move you to do something by evil means! Idle people know how to use this spirit very well! And, because the people are declared as being Gentiles, they have in them a spirit which desires to rule over others. I have been trying to tell many people about spirits for a long time, now! But, most of them just don’t seem to want to listen. When will you start paying attention to what I have been trying to tell you? These spiritual powers are real! Think about what Paul was saying in Ephesians 6, “Finally, my brethren, be strong in the Lord, and in the power of His might. Put on the whole Armor of God, that you may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil, because we are not wrestling against flesh and blood: but, against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness ruling in high places, which means the evil spirits are using men in high offices to make laws to dictate to people the will of the darkness, by bringing them into bondage by a law. They take the Scripture, which said, Obey the laws of the land, and they bind those who are without understanding to obeying wicked laws! Wherefore take unto you the whole Armor of God, that you may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand.” And, think about what the Lord said in Revelation 18:2, saying, “And He cried mightily with a strong voice, saying, Babylon the great is fallen, is fallen, and is become the habitation of devils, and the hold of every foul spirit, and a cage of every unclean and hateful bird.” Take this seriously; and, become a true believer by believing everything that the Lord has said. Now, when obedience rises up in you; your rear guard starts to appear. One method that the Lord spoke about that will establish your rear guard is fasting for the loosing of the bands of wickedness from off others, and for letting the oppressed go free. Amen!


You be magnified, O Rear Guard! The Lord has said that He will be our Rear Guard! The Word that He used in the Scriptures is Rereward. That means Rear Guard. You are being pushed from behind. But, remember this: you cannot have a Rear Guard if you are looking back into the past to learn about the sins of others! Remember how the Angel that was ahead of Israel, when they were camped at the Red Sea, did move to their rear; and, placed Himself between the Israelites and the Egyptians? He became Light to Israel; but, darkness to the Egyptians. He also kept them apart. He is now present to shield us from the influences of the wicked! But, don’t let Him see you looking back! Let not the wives try to push their husbands! You don’t want that Angel to become a buffer between you and your husband! Don’t let anyone pressure you into doing anything; nor push you into doing something! It is the Spirit of the Lord that will lift up that standard against the wicked when they come in like a flood! Amen!


I have told people in times past; and I am telling you, now, that people are on a power trip. These are the days of the God of Forces that are spoken of by Daniel the Prophet, saying, “But, in his estate shall he honor the God of forces: and a god whom his fathers knew not, shall he honor with gold, and silver, and with precious stones, and pleasant things.” Amen!


Who is it that is trying to force you into doing something? The people have gone beyond using physical force to force someone to do something. They have turned to using spiritual forcing, and mental forcing to get others to do things against their will. Therefore, I ask of You, O Lord, to let only Your Will be done through us, even as it is done through the Holy Angels. Only Your Will is exercised in the Angels of Light: and, there is nothing else that can force Them into doing anything else. They will do only that which You ordered Them to do. O Lord, let that same Strength be in us, I pray Thee. Amen!


There is much witchcraft and sorcery being practiced in these days! There is more than you think! But, this is no reason for you to fear: but, it is reason enough for you to buckle down, and get serious about learning to trust in the Power of the Lord Jesus Christ; and, for getting those things out of your heart, which still belongs to the darkness; because by these evils that are in you, the evil is able to have power over you!


Be not anxious for anything! Say, “The Lord is my Shepherd; I shall have no anxieties!” Amen!


There is a rushing and a “hurry up” spirit at work in these days! This is a spirit that will cause you to be anxious! It is there to prevent patience from being established! You are tossed between making a phone call, and writing a letter! The telephone is the sign of a “hurry up” spirit! The letter is the sign of the patient spirit! Choose to exercise yourself in patience; and, patiently waiting for the Lord! Let yourself be perfected; and, deal with this “hurry up” spirit that is trying to push you into doing something. That spirit is also trying to tell you that this is urgent; and, you need to have this answer right away! Does not the Lord have this situation well in Hand? But, there is no confidence! Let there be confidence in the Lord! Can He not hold things in place until He gives you an answer? Feeling rushed is happening in your thoughts; and, the wicked is using your thoughts to try to push you into rushing! Say, “O Peace, be still!” Amen!


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