129th Day-29th Year!
8th Day of The 5th month
05-13-2008
3rd Day of the week, which is called Tuesday!
O God, You are the Mighty God; and, there is nothing that is impossible for You! In a blinking of an eye, conditions can change with us, because You are the God who works miracles. Anxiousness will vanish away quickly when You put Your Hand upon it! You are God, full of mercy and loving kindness! You see all of our afflictions and our pains; and, You know all of our desires! We call upon You to set our desires right; and, You set them right! Because we are given what to desire by You, we shall receive all that we desire, so that Your Words can be fulfilled. You give us understanding in our praising of You. You comfort the hearts from all guilt trips. We can talk with You freely; and, if our thoughts are not right, You will show this to us. You perfect us in the honesty of our hearts! There is nothing that can be hidden from You. We are not given to remember so that we can see how we think about things that we were not given to remember when we remember those things later on. I did not realize that all of the windows were shut last night as we went to bed! There was no circulation in the room as we slept! It was this morning when I was made aware that the windows were all shut. But, I know that You knew this; and, I cannot be aware of anything without You making me aware of it. I accept this! What good can we think upon without You! I also thought about how one of the pilot lights went out on the gas stove, and people smelled the gas during the assembly: but, I was not told what it was that caused the gas to be leaking until after the assembly. I did not smell the gas! New things are popping up! But, I do understand that there are things that we cannot detect with our senses! I paid attention to what was said about smelling gas! I communed with the Lord about what to do, because this took place in the middle of a message! That did not become a distraction to me: but, I was able to continue in hearing what the Spirit was speaking! This was allowed to happen for a reason! I wonder if this distracted any of the people whereby they were not able to keep their attention focused on what was being said. Mighty is the Power of the Spirit; and, things can be held in place until the Lord finishes doing what He is doing! These are things that You will make us aware of. I realize that sensitivity to all things must come to us from You. O Lord, be Thou our awareness in all things, I pray Thee! And, let confidence in Your Power be built up in us! There is a problem with remembering things afterward! That is not remembrance! You speak to us as we walk; and, You cause us to be aware of things when they are needful to be done. But, I look for evil, if there is any, that causes the remembrance of things afterwards, because You deal with us in a timely fashion. I know we have to deal with many evil spirits; and, we are not yet made perfect. You give us not to overlook anything! There is a reason for this. How do we respond? The problem is being distracted to a point whereby we don't hear what God is saying! These are evils that God does expose! Shall God allow this to be? God is faithful to those who are faithful to Him! I remember many years ago that I could not see a place that I was trying to find, even though I walked pass that place several times. At that time I heard that it was not time for me to see the place! But, I am not saying that this is the situation right now. There is a reason for not being reminded of something, or being shown something at a particular time. There are steps that need to be taken, and those steps must be taken in the proper time. I recognize that I am being spoken to, because You always give us what to say to You. You steer our thoughts in the direction that they need to go: but, we are not always aware of why we are being given to start thinking in a certain way. We follow the thought patterns; and, we see where they are taking us. We learn how to speak exactly what we are hearing, trusting in You! Even as I write, I don't know where these words are taking me: but, I will see afterwards. This is following You blindly! This is trusting in You. Nothing is done until You tell me to do it. That is the comfort that everyone must gain. Why I didn't do something at that time becomes of no importance! Since I acknowledge You; You are ordering my steps. You cause all wayward thoughts to be recognized: but, You set us hard in the focus wherewith You want us to focus. These other thoughts start to pass away. It is like noises that we hear all the time: but, we are given to pay attention to what the Spirit of the Lord is saying. I acknowledge that this is the work of the Lord. You are continually perfecting us in all of the right ways and thoughts! We tell people about not predetermining things: but, learn how to be directed every step of the way; and, what needs to be done will be done, because God is ordering the steps. We will obtain what we will need to obtain; and, we don't always know what that is. Whatsoever it is, we will need it; and, it is not always as we thought we would need. We hear spirits trying to give us compliments as if people are saying something about what we are doing: but, You bring us back into the focus, to focus on what we are being given to do. The applause that you hear is not real! There is joy and gladness at knowing what is going on. We are being made aware! The awareness of the spirits causes us to be more aware of the physical things: but, some people focus on being aware of the physical things. They will receive great harm, because the unseen things can do more harm than the physical things. When we become aware of the spiritual things, we are made aware of the physical things, because all Power is with the Spirit! God is the Spirit; and, He has All Awareness! Awareness of God makes us to be aware, even as He is aware! Continue on your journey, the Spirit said! Amen!
You have the right to kill yourself if you want to! If you keep on doing the things that God has told you are not good for you; you have the right to keep on doing them, and kill yourself. God is not going to keep you alive when you are trying to kill yourself. He will give you the desire of your heart! Continue with the evil, and you shall surely die. God does not take away from you that which you like! When it is evil that you like; you like death! And, you shall surely receive it! People are showing that they don't like living, because they are showing that they don't like the Truth! Reason it out! Jesus is Life; and, He is the Truth! You won't accept what Jesus is: but, yet, you still expect to have life! Jesus is Salvation! But, you won't accept what Salvation is! But, you still think you are saved! Life cannot come into you as long as you are allowing death to abide in you! If there is no life in you; you cannot live! You are alive only because Life is upon you: but, before you can live forever, Life must be in you! Jesus is the Resurrection; and, if the Resurrection is not in you; how shall you be raised again from the dead? What is it that you are made up of? I speak about that which is in you, in your inward man! What kind of man is being formed in you? That man must be being formed in the Likeness of Jesus Christ, before God will raise it up to be with Him. You are delighting with the evil that is in you; and, God knows this! That is the reason why He is leaving you just the way you are! You like yourself just the way you are! Of course, you try to make people believe you don't like yourself just the way you are: but, people cannot make changes in you! Only if God see you not liking yourself the way you are, will there be changes made! God is the Only Creator! He is the Maker; not any person! And, people are going to accept your sincerity about not liking yourself the way you are! And, you will be satisfied! That satisfaction will end when you face God! Then, you will find out that He was not satisfied!
Can you write what comes to your mind? Some people can undress in public! There are some things that are not to be confessed to in public! Do this privately before God, because He is showing you what evil garments you are still covered with. But, they won't put off the evil covering before God. They wear evil continually before the Eyes of God, and they show no concern about what He is seeing. Let a man dress and undress privately before God! Take off those old wicked garments; and, put on the garments of Righteousness which God is offering you. A woman appeared one day wearing short tight shorts: but, the next day she was seen wearing a dress that covered even her ankles. The day before, she was loud: but, the next day she showed modesty! Did the modesty come because of a change of the condition in her heart?
Blessed and Holy are You, O Righteous God! A preacher might be out of the way: but, you shall not condemn that preacher. Offer corrections to him about what you have seen as being wrong with him! If he shall accept what you are saying, you have gained a soul! If he will not; then, depart from him! God has preachers that are in the way that you saw in Jonah! He will straighten them out if they can be straightened out. If God's Words cannot reach them; God still has that "Whale's Belly" condition that He can cast them into. I considered how a whale will dive deep down into the sea, where light does not penetrate from the surface! Not only was Jonah down deep in the sea; but, he was also inside of the whale's belly! That is called double thick darkness, and absolute darkness! Then, he was is the digestive acids in the whale's belly! What great torment he must have been in! In this condition you will come to your senses if you are truly an ordained preacher for the Lord! God will bring something upon you like you have never seen before! Stubbornness will soon depart from you! Jonah also had a desire for God to kill the people! He did not delight when the people repented! Every preacher shall delight when people repent, and turn from their evil ways. No preacher shall be looking for God to kill anyone: but, that all should repent, and come to the knowledge of the Truth. Preachers who will not preach repentance are actually hoping for people to be killed! Preachers who preach to you smooth things are desiring for you to die, and burn in Hell!
The Word said to those who are true Believers that they are not to divorce their unsaved mates! The Word said to let the unsaved one depart! When a mate departs from a marriage; that mate has shown by his or her actions to be the unsaved; but, that unsaved person will not look upon himself, or herself as being unsaved: but saved. Shall you not know what a person is by what he does? The saved are those who are showing respect for what the Lord has commanded. The unsaved are those who are disregarding what the Lord has commanded, and go about to do whatsoever is pleasing to them, even though it is against what the Lord commanded. So, who is the saved; and, who is the unsaved? The one that showed respect for what the Lord said is the saved! Amen!
In what condition were you standing when you got married: in the Light or in the darkness? What motivated you to take the mate that you took? Was it race, color, looks, or some other physical attributes? Was it tradition? When you gather things to yourself while you are in darkness, you can only gather things to yourself that will destroy you. You gathered your mates unto yourself while you were in darkness; and, you never considered that you took a viper into your bosom, because you were also a viper! Darkness gathers to itself other things of the darkness! But, if you came to the Light; that did not mean your mate would come to the Light! The mate that remains in darkness will still try to hurt you, and destroy you, because there can be no genuine caring about anyone by those of the darkness. They are selfish, and without natural affections, even as you were while you were in darkness! But, this is not something that you believed about yourself, because you always see your own ways as being clean in your own eyes, being blinded to the truth about yourself by darkness! If that mate does not turn to the Light; that mate will still be subject to the will of the spirits of darkness, which will use that mate to try to destroy you. You are dealing with the desires of the evil spirits that rules over the heart of that mate; and, not with that mate as you have believed you are. Now, you know the truth! Every person is subject to the spirits that rule in them; and, no one has power over those spirits by himself! Only when the Lord has set that mind free from the influence of those spirits, can that person know the truth! Afterward, if that person chooses to remain with those wicked spirits; the Lord will bind that person to those spirits, because this person decided on those kinds of spirit of her, or his own freewill! There is nothing that you can do about what another person chooses for himself, or herself of their own freewill which God has given them! I know you don't like that: but, that is the Truth; and, that is the way that it is for everybody in this world! All have a right to choose to be whatsoever they have chosen; and, God does not force anyone to be of the Light, nor of the darkness! What we are is what we have chosen for ourselves! But, the Truth comes to everyone to set everyone free from whatsoever have them bound! And, that is the time that these people must decide! We desire that they be saved, and come back to us: but, we have nothing to do with the decision that they must make for themselves! And, this you ought to realize: more people are going to choose to remain with the darkness than those who will come to the Light! There is a very good chance that this mate will choose to remain with the darkness; and, God will not force this mate to return to you! There is something that God told everyone who are His people that they should prepare themselves for; and, that being, that you have to prepare yourselves to suffer many losses in this world! He said that people will be cleaving to us with flatteries, which means they will be showing us fake love and affections, just to get close to us: but, afterward, they will start to try to destroy your very soul, and destroy the peace of your heart with what they do. Their deeds will attempt to throw you into a tail spin like a car spinning out of control on an icy road. Amen!
The spirit of Death begins to work on the heart of the unsaved mate; and, that mate becomes cold to your feelings! This spirit of darkness will pull that mate away by divorcing you; and, the divorce will cause tremendous trouble to your heart! By this act, the devil is going to try to rip your mind apart; and then, the spirit of Hell is going to try to come upon you to cause you to become violent. When you are in the devil's kingdom, you are going to grab a devil to be with you, because that is what the devil is going to make you to do. Amen!
"Who Proves To Be The Saved, And The Unsaved: 1st Corinthians: Chapter 7"
Whosoever walks in the Ways of the Lord, and obeys His Commandments are those who are saved; and, those who will not, are the unsaved, even though they speak of themselves as being saved! It is written whereby the Apostle Paul wrote, saying, "Now, concerning the things whereof you wrote unto me: It is not good for a man to touch a woman. Nevertheless, to avoid fornication, let every man have his own wife, and let every woman have her own husband. Let the husband render unto the wife due benevolence: and, likewise also the wife unto the husband. The wife has not power of her own body, but the husband: and, likewise also the husband has not power of his own body, but the wife.
Do not defraud you one the other, except it be with consent for a time, that you may give yourselves to fasting and prayer; and, come together again, that Satan tempt you not for your incontinency. (This speaks of sexual desires that continues to rise up in you!)
But, I speak this by permission, and not of commandment, because I would that all men were even as I myself.
But, every man has his proper gift of God, one after this manner, and another after that. (Some can abstain from sexual desires; and, some cannot!) I say therefore to the unmarried and widows, It is good for them if they abide even as I. (He said he is speaking this by permission: but, not as a commandment!) But, if they cannot contain (their sexual urges), let them marry, because it is better to marry than to burn. (Speaking of having to wrestle with those burning sexual urges; and, also, if fornication is used to satisfy those urges, you will burn in Hell!)
And unto the married I command, yet not I, but the Lord, Let not the wife depart from her husband: but, and if she depart, let her remain unmarried, or be reconciled to her husband: and let not the husband put away his wife.
(Here is a Law of the Lord concerning what His Apostles speak! Whatsoever they command you, it must be obeyed!) So, Paul said, But, to the rest speak I, not the Lord: If any brother has a wife that does not believe, and she be pleased to dwell with him, let him not put her away. And, the woman, which has an husband that does not believe, and if he be pleased to dwell with her, let her not leave him, because the unbelieving husband is sanctified by the wife, and the unbelieving wife is sanctified by the husband: else were your children unclean; but, now are they holy. (He said that the children which came forth in this relationship will become unclean if you depart: but, they are considered as being conceived in a holy condition if you remain together!)
But, if the unbelieving depart, let him depart. A brother or a sister is not under bondage in such cases: but, God has called us to peace. (God does not want to see bitter fightings going on! But, the one that leaves is called the unbeliever!) For what do you know, O wife, whether you shall save your husband? Or, how do you know, O man, whether you shall save your wife?
But, as God has distributed to every man, as the Lord has called everyone, so let him walk. And, so ordain I in all churches.
Is any man called being circumcised? Let him not become uncircumcised. Is any called in uncircumcision? Let him not be circumcised. Circumcision is nothing, and uncircumcision is nothing; but, the keeping of the commandments of God. Let every man abide in the same calling wherein he was called. Are you called being a servant (employee bound under a contract)? Care not for it: but, if you may be made free, use it rather, because he that is called in the Lord, being an employee, is the Lord’s freeman! Likewise also he that is called, being free, is Christ’s servant. You are bought with a price; be not you the servants of men. Brethren, let every man, wherein he is called, therein abide with God.
Now, concerning virgins, I have no commandment of the Lord: yet, I give my judgment, as one that has obtained mercy of the Lord to be faithful. I suppose therefore that this is good for the present distress, I say, that it is good for a man so to be. Are you bound unto a wife? Seek not to be loosed. Are you loosed from a wife? Seek not a wife. But, and if you marry, you have not sinned; and, if a virgin marry, she has not sinned. Nevertheless, such shall have trouble in the flesh: but, I spare you.
But, this I say, brethren, the time is short: it remains, that both they that have wives be as though they had none; and, they that weep, as though they wept not; and, they that rejoice, as though they rejoiced not; and, they that buy, as though they possessed not; and, they that use this world, as not abusing it, because the fashion of this world passes away.
But, I would have you without carefulness. He that is unmarried cares for the things that belong to the Lord, how he may please the Lord: but, he that is married cares for the things that are of the world, how he may please his wife.
There is difference also between a wife and a virgin. The unmarried woman cares for the things of the Lord, that she may be holy, both in body and in spirit: but, she that is married cares for the things of the world, how she may please her husband. And this I speak for your own profit; not that I may cast a snare upon you; but, for that which is comely, and that you may attend upon the Lord without distraction.
But, if any man think that he behaves himself uncomely toward his virgin, if she pass the flower of her age, and need so require, let him do what he will, he has not sinned: let them marry. Nevertheless, he that stands steadfast in his heart, having no necessity, but has power over his own will, and has so decreed in his heart that he will keep his virginity, does well. So then, he that gives up his virginity in marriage does well; but, he that does not give up his virginity in marriage does better.
The wife is bound by the law as long as her husband lives; but, if her husband be dead, she is at liberty to be married to whom she will; only in the Lord. But, she is happier if she so abide, after my judgment: and, I think also that I have the Spirit of God.” Amen!
When you give somebody control over that which God has given to you; you will be held accountable for whatsoever that person will do with that thing. You are the vehicle: but, who is driving you? And, if something is being shown to be wrong with the brakes; that means you have a problem with stopping doing something that you should stop doing. You cannot stop precisely when you need to stop! The vehicles of the Lord, that will not stop instantly, have something in them that is still influencing them, whereby they are not able to respond the way the Lord wants them to respond! This is like having something wrong with your brakes! We need that ability to respond quickly! "Unto them, which are in darkness, show yourselves!"
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