193rd Day of the 28th Year!
12th Day of The 7th month (Hope)
07-17-2007
3rd Day of the week, which is called Tuesday!
You are the Mighty Power, O God! You are the Almighty God! You show me things that delight me, and cause me to be in awe: but, You also cause me to wonder as to the meaning of these things. My heart is not condemned! O Lord, how deep are Your visions! You cause me to sleep, and I dream! I awaken; and, You cause me to remember having dreams: but, the remembrance of them are no longer there. You are Mighty in Power! You give, and You take away. And, if You so desire, You bring them again. You caused me to remember how You gave Nebuchadnezzar a dream: but, did not allow him to remember it! And, then You gave Daniel the dream that You had given to Nebuchadnezzar. You are Holy and True! You cause us to work with that which You give us to work with! Praise and Glory go to You! Great peace have they which love Your Law: and, nothing shall offend them. O LORD, I have hoped for Your salvation, and have done Your commandments.¶My soul has kept Your testimonies; and, I love them exceedingly. I have kept Your precepts, and Your testimonies, because all of my ways are before You. You cause me to rise up on my feet, and stand straight before You! You cause me to walk up right before You! You make my paths to be straight; and, You have delivered me from the crooked and deceitful ways! Bitterness shall not have dominion over me: but, joy and gladness shall always rule richly in my heart. You have crowned me with faithfulness to do Your Will! All of Your Standards are in Righteousness!
My Lord, it has been over 31 years since Your first contact with me in the 1st month of 1976, in the year when I became aware of You: but, according to You, You had always been with me. You kept me back from being destroyed many times. The evil was not allowed to remove me, even though I walked in the midst of much evil, doing all manner of wickedness! With mercy and grace You did cover me. Like as it was with Moses, I was being guided to my "Burning Bush!" I had never seen an interest in myself about anything whereby I became so interested in what had drawn me. I have a need to understand Your Truth! You have given me a tremendous hungering and thirsting for Righteousness! This was not a fad, whereby people get interested in something, but afterward lose that interest to go on to something else! Your Power is truly magnificent! It is awesome how You guide our attention. You cause me to be satisfied with that which I would have never been satisfied with before. I would have never been satisfied with a house like this which I am given to live in, nor with the vehicle that I am given to own, nor with the clothing that I am given to wear. My desire is for the Perfection of the Lord as I know You are; and, I long to see that Perfection come to pass. Every mistake that I make causes anger to be in me about the mistakes, because I desire to be Perfect as You are! I hate the evil. And, for this reason, You have given me not to delight in the person that I use to be. From the beginning to the end of Your days upon this earth, You did everything correctly! That is where I desire to be! O Heavenly Father, I know You are able to do this! You keep my excitement and my desire high! Though bitterness shall rise up against me, I will strive for that Perfection until You bring me on into the Fullness of the Likeness of the Lord Jesus Christ. Amen!
I think about all of the Angels that surrounds me, which I have become aware of. O Lord, You give Holy Angels to be our companions! And, You remove wicked imaginations from us. You cause us to know the truth, and rejoice in what is truth! You were always aware of me: but, I was not aware of You! And, in the time that You had appointed, You called my attention towards You. And, now my attention is stayed towards You; and, I became the servant to One Master. You caused me to speak of that time in the back yard of the house that I lived in. You have brought me through many dangers, toils, and snares! Every morning I rise up looking to You! I seek to be of service to You! I hope for Your help; and, I hope for an assignment! I look constantly for the Word coming from the Lord. I hope always for Your Instructions. I know You do overcome all weaknesses that try to take over in my mind; and, You caused the proper thoughts to be established, because You are the Lord my God, Who is Faithful to stand up for all who belong to You, against all evil that rise up against us. Amen!
There is no thought that I can have, that is impossible for You to accomplish, O Heavenly Father! All things are possible with You. You wow me with ideas! Yes, God can! Blessed are You as our Shield to shield our minds from the influences of the wicked. Blessed are You in All Power to remove the evil from our hearts. Faithful are You to do all of those things that You said You would do for us. Amen!
The Lord said, "Truly, truly, I say unto you, He that receives whomsoever I send, receives Me; and he that receives Me, receives Him that sent Me." When Jesus had thus said, He was troubled in spirit, and testified, and said, "Truly, truly, I say unto you, that one of you shall betray Me." Then the disciples looked one on another, doubting of whom He spoke. Now there was leaning on Jesus’ bosom one of His disciples, whom Jesus loved. Simon Peter therefore beckoned to him, that he should ask who it should be of whom He spoke. He then lying on Jesus’ breast saith unto Him, "Lord, who is it?" Jesus answered, He it is, to whom I shall give a sop, when I have dipped it." And when He had dipped the sop, He gave it to Judas Iscariot, the son of Simon. And after the sop Satan entered into him. Then said Jesus unto him, "Do quickly that which you are going to do." Now no man at the table knew for what intent He spoke this unto him. Amen!
Are you fascinated with Judas? Consider Judas! He was a man who sat always hearing what the Lord was saying, and seeing what the Lord was doing: but, he kept evil deceit in his heart. He stayed in the way of pretense, while hearing everything that the Lord had to say. Are you fascinated with Judas? Do you love pretending and fooling people? Do you smile in the face with bitterness in your heart? Do you secretly despise the authority which the Lord has established? Do you pretend to be giving honor to where you are not giving honor? Do you pretend to be in subjection to what you are not in subjection to? Are you hearing the Words of the Lord, and are pretending to be believing them? If these things are true with you; then, you are fascinated with Judas! At what point will the Lord open the door for Satan to take over in you? Are you fascinated with the idea of Satan taking over in you because you think he has such great power that he will give to you? Satan is a liar; and, he has been getting you to believe in his lies! Consider how you are betraying the Lord because of unbelief. Those who sit listening to what the Truth is saying, while pretending to believe, are as Judas, and what happened to Judas will happen to them also. This is where the Word spoke about people being turned over to a reprobate mind. A reprobate mind means to have the mind of Satan established in the person; and, that mind rules in every decision, and in every thought. That is a mind that has pure hatred for everything that is right in the Sight of God. That is a mind that believes as Satan! As Satan believes what he is doing is right; so will those in whom Satan's mind is. They will have determined that everything that they see righteousness doing is wrong! They will see righteousness as having lost control. And, they pride themselves in secrecy! They are fascinated with Judas Iscariot, but will not speak it openly, because they are liars just like him. They don't know honesty! Because all of the ways of Satan are being practiced, these people make themselves to be a vessel fitted for his habitation; and, at the time appointed, the Lord will allow him to come in and take over. He will do through these people just exactly what he wants to do to those who are walking in righteousness, which God allows to be done. These people will be in the way, which the Word spoke, saying, "For men shall be lovers of their own selves, covetous, boasters, proud, blasphemers, disobedient to parents, unthankful, unholy, without natural affection, trucebreakers, false accusers, incontinent, fierce, despisers of those that are good, traitors, heady, high-minded, lovers of pleasures more than lovers of God; having a form of godliness, but denying the power thereof: from such turn away, because of this sort are they, which creep into houses, and lead captive silly women laden with sins, led away with divers lusts, ever learning, and never able to come to the knowledge of the truth." They are always learning: but, are never able to realize their own damnation for their betrayals, and pretending. Nothing of the darkness is able to realize truth. All things that they do will always seem right in their own eyes! Being without a living conscience they cannot be condemned in their own hearts for their actions! They pull others away by subtlety, and by pretense of being holy! Those who are allowing evils to remain in them can be pulled away by these; and, their numbers will increase! They are greedy for money, even as Judas was! Some will, and are already showing pride in being in that way! They delight when they hear these words, because they are very proud of themselves! But, others will be shocked when they become able to see the truth about themselves, and about what way they are walking in. As the judgment for Judas was shown clearly, these people will realize that God is speaking with them about their own judgment. They will flee from the devil with great fear of the Wrath of God, and of Everlasting torment! But, the wicked shall go on proudly in their ways, not knowing that all that awaits them is a fiery destruction, and not the joyful end as they suppose. Come down, O you whore, because there is no throne for you! Sit in the dust! You shall not be a queen; and, your lord shall not be a king forever! Amen!
"Knights In White Satin!" A show of holiness and sincerity! Letters are written never meaning to send; promises are made which are never meaning to keep! Did you agree to the terms? You were told what would be required of you; and, you said you agreed with the terms! You excepted it: but, you did not keep the agreement; and, neither did you do those things, which you said you would do. And, you count it a light thing to have sworn falsely! By the words of your mouth are you being judged! You thought it to be a light thing when you were told that God would hold you accountable for every word that you spoke, and did not keep. Because you were pretending at the time, you thought God would not hold you accountable for what you swore to because giving your words didn't mean anything. Even idle words are heard! Those things you have said, not meaning what you said are still accounted to you, because you spoke them to cause someone to accept what you said as being true. Now, you are not doing those things that you swore you would do! How does the person, to whom you swore the oath, feel? Did the person expect you to do those things, which you swore to? You never intended to keep your promise, did you? You knew you were lying when you made those promises! And, when you are reminded of those promises, you ignore them, because you never intended to keep them. Amen!
True, I may not gain much with what I use: but, the Lord will accept all that I gain, because He gave me to work with what I use. No matter how much people gain; if they are using ways the Lord did not give them, He is not going to accept what they gained. I feed you with what the Lord gave me to feed you with; and, therefore, you are nourished by the Lord! You have a lot of people in your congregation: but, will the Lord accept any of them?
The Messenger Xmeah ShaEla'ReEl
1912 Hazel Ave.
Beaumont, Texas 77701
Email: xmeah@4th-seal.com